Christmas 09'

This christmas was supposed to be THE BEST christmas ever...but up 'til now, I already know that this is THE WORST christmas! I was counting now for this christmas for almost like 6 weeks;;;i was counting now like THE SECOND I WENT BACK TO UK...I was hoping this to be the PERFECT CHRISTMAS...but then...
My Step-Mom & my Step-Brother decided to leave early when I needed them the most...
I can't get a MacBook...
I wore the wrong clothes to church...
My friends left me when I needed them the most...

What should I do!